Looking back at old photos I really missed how things where how High School was the only big thing in my life and now Emily has gone off and graduated. I mean don’t get me wrong I am happy for her but GAHH after seeing all the OLD photos it makes me miss my youth and its something that I can never get back. GAH going all emo status lol it just makes me really think about what the important things are I know thats like a major cliche but honestly I’m gonna be turning 20 this summer then before you know it one of us will go off and get married and we’ll all be starting  our own lives.  

When I was younger I was so impatient to grow up but now that I’m sorta all grown up I still wish I was a kid back in the 90’s but times have changed. I honestly can not believe how much has happened, how much everyone has changed, how much I have changed. 

I feel even more confused as to when I was in high school. I have more questions about everything, and I also feel something that I didn’t feel in high school and that is freedom not freedom to do what ever I want which I can but the freedom well its not really freedom but more like power the power to change the future the power to make a difference in the world. Maybe this is what college does to you. It makes you feel like your on top of the world because I Honestly do feel like that. I feel like I am invincible but I’m not.

Looking back at old photo’s shows me where I have been and its nice to look back but I won’t be stuck in the past forever. I know where I have been and by knowing that I will be able to determine who I will be in the future. 

On another Note I am so excited to GO HOME this weekend ! =]